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ERIN BERRY

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Saturday, January 2, 2010

insight





i never thought id see the day when i started to feel like everything was falling apart. i never thought i couldn't be in control of myself and know to forward plan to secure myself from failure. but these days it seems everywhere i turn to in this, just fails, and there's nothing i can do about it. my heart burns and im getting tired of this constant drumming in my head telling me what the hell are you doing? i walk around all the time, wondering what i could be doing, and why am i sitting here, feeling this compulsive plug in my head which i cannot remove. i cant breathe, i cant eat, so what do you suppose is wrong with me? i'm young, and my life is far from over, so why do i feel half dead?

Posted by Erin-Marie Berry