I'm shaken as the thought of it creeps up. I never thought this was possible, but clearly it is. It feels unreal that this is happening, but do i want it to stop? i don't know, everything is playing on my mind. I think about what would happen is things went back to the old days and wonder if that would make me happy again. Did i take that all for granted? Can i ever get it back? Highly unlikely. That one mistake, that unforgettable 3 months fucked up everything. Why cant we go back and change it, its too late now. If you asked me what i thought made life the way it is now, i would say that 3 months.
I hate it and every time i think about it i feel sick. Took to much for granted and now Ive lost the connection. I didn't even want those stupid months to even happen, its stupidity, and ignorance. I changed, but wish you didn't.
ERIN BERRY
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no rainbows without rain, sunshine coast, senior '10, aspiring artist, facebook, texting, tea, sushi, paints, koi fish, children's story's, wolves, toast, flamingos, owls, ebay, winter, mushu, animals, skirts, pet stores, japanese, myrat, mypoopi, dollars, blogspot, dance, rain, fashion, white, noodles, comedy, books, Chinese, photography, lotus, yoshi, dragonflies, perfume, wine glasses, long nails, squids, emails, people who smell good, karma, water reflections, jewelry, tans, mula, urban, boobala, pasta&cheese, loving, people who are afraid of meat, msn, james and the giant peach, flavoured water, online games, Sims, TV series, sheldon, vintage patterns, icicles, nerds, beats, picking up cats, long drives, sunset, bass guitar, singing, nights in, kisses, doonas, chopsticks, dark skin, talks until falling asleep, jellyfish, diary's, quotes, people who hate the beach, dogs who kiss through spaghetti.
